March 2012
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Sleeping with a smile on my face.
It used to be such a foreign concept to me; ‘used to be’ being the key words. Life is really looking up.
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Car arrangement.
So Ivan & I have come to an agreement;
Alex (my Accord) is our date car because it has good gas mileage & it’s automatic. Blithe (his Del Sol) is our racing car because.. well that’s what her intended use is.
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leedleleedlefuck this i want her in my arms
jdmxplicit:
i want my baby!
Haha. Omg. You’re such a dork. (x
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Fuck you, pretty people.
Meh dun lyke yhu!
Awake from my extended nap.
Ahhh. Now to ruin this glorious feeling by doing homework. WOMP.
BTW, craziest thing today; I lost my baby ring I wear on my pinky ring yesterday. I didn’t even notice it fell off till 5th per so I was really upset. I mean it’s my ring from when I was a baby! Anyway, today at break, Ivan walked away for a second & he came back holding my ring! I mean shit! It was just chillin by...
February 2012
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Home from my impromptu date.
After chillin at my house for a bit with the family, Ivan & I went to the movies to watch The Grey! It was pretty intense. The ending was frustrating, but overall it wasn’t bad. Haha.
Anyway, good end to a not-so-good day. <3
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Note to self:
You’re being stupid. Stop it.
Like now.
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Sat around for the last 2 & some hours doing homework, wondering where my boyfriend was since he was supposed to come over. Didn’t hear from him at all.
Turns out he fell asleep.
Yeah..
I’m going to bed.
Daddy's taking Alex to the doctor tomorrow.
Just a routine oil change. But still, it means I don’t get to have my boyfriend #2 for a majority of the day. So sad. </3 Guess mommy’s taking me to school!
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Role reversal.
Seems like a lot of guys are facing their singledom right about now. Asking for simple girls with no drama who they can just be with. Meanwhile, most of the single girls I know are not giving a fuck! The roles have really reversed.
Can I just remind you guys of one thing, please? You need to stop being girls! Do you have vaginas? Didn’t think so. Re-find your ballsack & realize that as...
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Texting the boyfriend.
Me: So what are you up to? (:
Boyfriend: Playing ps3. haha
Me: Of courseee. lol
Boyfriend: Lol What?
Me: Nothinn. Just saying that's aaaaall you do these days. Haha
Boyfriend: Lol Better than doing drugs. ;p
Me: Oh sweet jesus keep playing your motherfuckin videogames babe!!!!
Boyfriend: Lmao!! xD
Me: Do you want me to get you any games?? Wanna borrow my forza?? Wanna keep that shit?! Is there a new need for speed??? I'll get it for you!! Yes? No?? Dear lawdd.
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A girl's moan is the sexiest thing ever.
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PISS ME OFF.
*hanging out with my friends around 8pm
Mom texts: Your dad is looking for you. Come home now.
Me: Okay.
*drives home
*dad's in bed, mom's watching tv
*go to my room
Me: Why the fuck am I here right now?
Gas prices are fuckin ridiculous.
Guess I should start walkin my ass to school & kiss good-bye to my social life!
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Forgive me if I say too much.
I’ve heard it a hundred times before & I’m sure to hear it a thousand times again; I talk too much.
Once I know & am comfortable around a person, I tend to become an incessant chatterbox. It is an extremely big character flaw of mine, maybe even the biggest.
Honestly, I don’t blame people for getting annoyed with me. Who wants to be around one of those kids who never shuts up? Shoot,...
I almost want to go to sleep right now.
& it’s only 7. Wow. I got my homework done at the library earlier & honestly I’m not in the mood for anything except laying here in the dark with some slow jams on. Oh well. Sounds like a plan.
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Random Fact
Another atrocious habit of mine in relationships is walking at the first sign of distress. My flight response always seems to trump my fight since in my mind, fighting doesn’t end well for anyone. My justification is always that I’m doing it to save them from suffering any further from my idiocy. I feel like ending things would hurt a whole lot less than being forced to endure any more...
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Tell me why I'm not surprised.
I even annoy myself on a daily basis.
Back on that tutoring grind.
Sitting here made a quick little playlist on youtube to get me through the next few hours. Womp. Hopefully I get some homework done! I actually have a good amount to get taken care of so I’ll be busy whether I tutor anyone or not.
So ready to graduate & get the hell out of here!
AAAND I might possibly be going to Japan for the summer soooo even more to look forward to after I graduate....
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I should start sleeping earlier.
Getting out of bed becomes harder to do every day. I don’t know how I’ll make it through the semester. High school needs to end already!
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One foot.
I have a terrible habit of always keeping one foot out the door. Even when things look and are quite possibly truly amazing, my instinct is always to be ready to be left. Every. Single. Time.
Honestly, I feel bad about it. Not only do I harbor doubts in myself, I make them start having doubts as well. Always giving them outs even when they’re just doing all they can for us to be happy....
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Home from my day with Nick!
So much fuuun!
We went to Costa Mesa & walked around as I gawked at all the gorgeous things I could never afford (e.g. Tiffany, Louis Vuitton, etc.). Nick got a $325 shirt. I walked out of that mall with nothing. Lol
Looked at furniture places planning our future apartments/lofts/condos & such. I cannot wait to get my own place!!
Headed out to Newport. Ended up at Fashion Island by...
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I’ve finally started to feel the quickness of time slipping by. Weeks have passed without my notice & suddenly I realize that everything is going to end for me soon. The world as I’ve known it is disappearing in a matter of months. Even sooner than that, my fate will be delivered to me in a couple weeks in the form of acceptance or rejection letters. It all seems to be happening so...
My Sunday night.
The boyfriend’s out with his boys being idiots who are probably gonna get into trouble tonight. Meanwhile I’m in bed watching Princess & the Frog. Yeah.. oh well. Gotta plan my day with Nick tomorrow anyway. Shopping & photography day!! Sooo essited! It’s everything a girl needs to end a long weekend.
So I’m charging up my camera batteries & figuring out what I...
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Close call.
So Ivan came over for a little bit today since I haven’t seen him since Thursday & while I’m playing a game on the iPad, he starts faking like he’s gonna touch the screen & fuck up my game! So I’m pulling away telling him to stop & at one point I accidentally say “Babe, stop!!” all frustrated.. yeah.. we were within 2 feet of my mom & 6 feet of...
Chill day.
Spent the morning with the family chillin at home. One of my uncles who’s back from Japan stopped by with his mom & brother. Caught up. At about 530, my friend Oliver picked me up. Went on another mini off-roading spree. Got a couple shots of his Jeep. Took it to the wash for a quick rinse-off. Went to Dollar Tree for candy. Watched Sherlock Holmes 2 at the cheap theater. Then he took me...
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Reading through my old posts.
I really have such a bipolar life. There’s these happy as fuck posts next to these dark & depressing posts all over the damn place. I really just don’t know how to be emotionally stable I guess. LOL
Then there’s the private posts I have which kinda hurt to read again. But at the same time, I got over it before so it doesn’t hurt as much as when I wrote them.. still...
I never want to leave this bed.
The sun coming through my balcony doors, the palm tree outside swaying, cuddle buddy stuffed animal, favorite blankie, laptop & ipod.
Gah. I’m not going anywhereeeee.
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Woke up with "Imma Flirt" stuck in my head.
Haven’t even heard the damn song in a long ass time. WTF
KRISH.
You are such a whore. I hope you know that. Ugh. Jerk. So mean to meeee. BLEH. I hate youuuu. & I hope you know I can cancel our 2-year plans if you keep this up!!!! Anyway, go back to snoring. I was JUST about to pass out when you woke up too. Lol Idiot.
Love you & goodnight.
Faggot.
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"You can be my puppet who plays with my shovel."
-Krish
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I feel like I need to have a legit talk with...
Like me & them just everything out in the open. There’s still things I feel like I need to figure out & they seem to creep up on me at times. I just need reassurance of things I guess. I hate being so needy like this, but honestly, I can’t trust my own judgement anymore. I’ve just been wrong a few too many times.
Even more than that, I want someone impartial....
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Yesterday in a nutshell.
Woke up late. Drove like a crazy person through the parking lot. Sat next to some guy I don’t know on the bus to Knott’s. Slept. Got to Knott’s. Grouped up with Robbie & Christian. Robbie & I caught up. Rode Xcelerator 5 times in a row to try to make Robbie throw up after he ate too much Panda. Didn’t work. Rode other shit. Blew off the packet (which we also lost...
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Woke up this morning & realized how messy my room...
MUST CLEAN UP THIS PIG STYE!!!!!
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14Feb2012
Finally settled in at home after a long day with the boyfriend. <3 School was bleh, but getting to hang out with Ivan & Bryan was fun. Even though they tried to get me to do my homework.. which I didn’t do.. LOL.
Then we got Kim who looked absolutely ADORABLE. Ate some steak. & watched one of my favorite movies.. SHE’S OUT OF MY LEAGUE. Hehehe. Such a good movie! Anyway,...
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Valentine's Day
Since everyone else put in their 2-cents, I guess it’s my turn.
First off, I’d like to say that the two extreme views of February 14th are both irritating as fuck. Some people put this day on such a pedestal when honestly, it’s just another day. Others talk so much shit about it while half the time it just makes them look bitter & alone. Either way, it all gets really old.
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Idiot.
He always falls asleep before saying goodnight. So rude!!!! I mean it’s not even 10 yet. Gah. Such a loser.
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Made a youtube Vlog channel.
Figured I might as well since I’m gonna try to get into the habit of recording things. Already 4 videos up from yesterday alone. Haha. But yeah. For anyone who cares to hear my ugly voice at any time. LOL
http://www.youtube.com/user/miahlaurenvlogs
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Sunday nights are always homework nights.
erikbang:
Live life crazy on Friday and Saturday night, procrastination on Sunday.
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Stepping up.
I’m one of those girls who steps up in a relationship. Being together is a commitment for both parties & is a partnership that asks of both sides to put in effort. Why then, does it always seem to fall onto the guy’s lap as his responsibility?
I mean, how can you expect to be his princess without acknowledging the fact that he is your prince?
There are a million things a guy can...
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Yesterday was absolutely amazing.
From 1pm to almost 12 with the boyfriend. <3 And I got to see my bestfriend! It was a whole lot of amazing really. Too much to say. Haha. Got a lapdance from babe—it was basically rape with clothes on. Made moves on Alyssa. LOL. Trolled on AJ. And Kuya. & ‘uncle’ Dom. Heheh. Took a nap with the boyfriend who snored obnoxiously the whoooole time. Changed into my dress &...
The Guy With The Stained Car Says..
Shes Amazing
And
Shes Mine
(:
My BabyBlossom!
Finally home.
Today was irritating as fuck the whole god damned day through so I’m ready to finally get some peace. I’m pissy as hell & ready to fight someone. Fuck everything. UGH
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SHIT.
I stained Ivan’s car…. FUCKKKKKK.
Wanna know the funniest part?
He can’t get his car washed till the weekend so for the next couple days, he has to drive around with that shit. LOL. & he’ll look gay af cause the hood says “Will you be my boyfriend?” Buahahahahahhahahaha.
Sucker.
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